The hospital doctor examined me and refused to
circumcise me, even after my mother had argued strongly with him and tried to
insist that I be circumcised. Instead, he said that it did not need to be done
and that he would break the adhesions between my foreskin and glans in order to
allow my foreskin to retract.
 
He subsequently did this, without any
anaesthetic, by inserting a blunt probe under the edge of my foreskin,
where it was stuck to the glans and working the probe down into the sulcus and
round my penis. It really hurt me a lot and I remember that when I cried he told
me to "be brave". Afterwards, the nurse who was in attendance, pulled my
foreskin right back and I looked as she applied petroleum jelly to the dark red
raw surface of my penis head, where the adhesions had been broken. It was the
first time that I had seen my whole glans, corona, sulcus etc and I forgot the
pain as she worked.
 
My mother had told me what circumcision was and I remember
asking the nurse whether I had had been circumcised. She said "No, unfortunately
we don't do it so much now, but you are a real little man now all the same"
Afterwards, my mother explained what the doctor had done and that he had refused
to circumcise me. She said that she was very angry about it but that I would
probably be ok as long as she pulled my foreskin back and reapplied the
petroleum jelly twice a day for a couple of weeks until I had healed fully. She
duly did this and my foreskin was fully retractable from then onwards.
 
I was never comfortable with my foreskin and later, as an adult, found it
uncofortable and inhibiting during intercourse. I seemed to be moving back and
forth within my own foreskin, instead of feeling the vaginal wall of my partner.
I tolerated this until I remarried at age 40 and my new wife expressed a strong
preference for a circumcised partner and suggested that I have it done.
 
I was
very happy to comply and it was one of the best things that I have ever done.
Sensation during intercourse was transformed for both of us and comfort,
appearance and hygiene were all far better. Later, I had a second circumcision
in order to remove a little slackness which had developed over the 20 or so
years since my original circumcision due to stretching during erections, sexual
activity etc.
 
The resulting very tight circumcision is a further improvement on
all fronts and I would recommend this type of "complete" circumcision to anyone
contemplating the procedure. For me there has been no downside to being
circumcised and I would not want a foreskin again for all the tea in
China!
Richard